About Me

I have lost a great connection that I once had. This blog will document me trying to once again achieve that connection, and then hopefully beyond. Also I will be sharing my interest, some of which include....

Health:
From Yoga to nutrition to exercise to massage therapy

Martial Arts:
From Aikido to Ninjutsu to basic self defense to MMA

Self Improvement:
From Meditation to Knowledge to NLP to Astral Projection

Religion:
From Christianity to Buddhism to Spirituality

I share these in the hope of helping people find something they would consider useful. I also hope to find things that others share that will empower me and facilitate my journey.

Dream 1-13-12

Had one of those stupid dog dreams again. A dog will incessantly attack my hand. He'll gnaw at it like crazy or just lock down on it and not let go. He doesn't really hurt me that much so it's not scary, but it is annoying as hell. It goes on for a while but for some reason my subconscious chooses not to beat the shit out of the dog, just grapple with it for control of my hand. Luckily this time it wasn't a dog I know. That made it less disturbing. Maybe because I usually know the dog is why I don't attack it directly.

Wow

Doing better with the alcohol, but not good enough. Today was crazy. It was looking like I might not be able to go to school this semester. Thank god for my uncle Bill. I'm taking a bit of a leap of faith here, hope everything works out.

Sup

Hope I don't drink tonight. I probably will. I'm already wanting to.